另類的紀念

第一次跳出這訊息 有點驚訝

不知道msn何時有這限制的

這代表 我們延續著對話

希望可以一直下去

Cheryllala 2010-1-18

Moving Forward

誰沒有過去 誰沒有故事
不是遺忘 只是不願意回想
好的發生 美好的經過 我們會說那是"回憶"
不開心的 苦澀的遭遇 我們卻說那是"以前的事"

如果沒什麼意外 會厚厚的牢牢的 小心翼翼的 一吋吋封好"以前的事"
一瞥街角 廣播放上一段曲 讓我想起過去 如在暗室點上一盞蠟燭
醜陋濕黑如你的謊言 鮮明可見
我已經習慣那滾燙的蠟 腐臭的暗室 關上它 我與你如同一般朋友
但這些故事 我可以打包 但是這也是我的失敗 已變成我的隨身手冊時時提醒

如果可以 請喜歡我的愛我的 好好珍惜我 別再感情的上蹂躪我
我不再是當初天真的雪若 以為我好好愛你 就會如我愛你一般疼惜我

2009 Deaflympics in Taipei

之所以會支持聽奧 絕對不是因為

"亞洲第一次 台灣的驕傲"

事實上 我有點不滿這各slogan

沒做到100百分之前 有什麼值得驕傲的

取得舉辦權 不是沾沾自喜的時刻 而是責任開始

我認為 大會在"聽障"的表現著墨很少

在週邊外圍的聽障靜態展現更是少

是為台北市辦party or 那些各國的聽障選手們?

支持聽奧是因為 聽障選手的精神和勇氣

不因自己先天的缺陷而變渺小

在場外她們等排隊的時候 每個人很興奮開朗的與大家打招呼

相較於她們 我缺少暸勇氣更沒有夢想

她們的夢想很單純 或許就是希望能正常的聽到聲音

而我呢?? 把自己活的很渺小

Cheryllala

為你們祈禱...加油..

加油..

我不認識彼此 可是同在這一塊土地上 你們受到如此莫大的災難

我為我還能開心無憂的生活 感到萬幸滿足與感謝

如果沒有媒體陳述和照片的寫真 我無法體會妳們當時的恐懼

失去了家園可以重建 罹難的親人朋友們 永遠安息

我只能默默的為你們禱告 ! 加油!!!


Cheryllala

Be yourself

Be yourself....

Photo on 2009-06-30

我今天 為自己感到驕傲

一位朋友打了電話問候我的近況

我說 "我很好 認識了一些新朋友"

他約了說要去北海岸走走 我回絕了

我說我想自己一人帶著狗去

他有點擔心的說 別把自己悶在家

不要只是看書看書..還是看書

他自己剛結束了一段感情 覺得有時候很希望有人陪著

我對他說 如果你能照顧好自己

享受自己一個人的生活 能靜下心看書 能一人逛街

運動打球跑跑步 聽音樂看看電視

當你很滿足在單身或獨自一人的時段

當你找回自己 沒有情人朋友 你也能很快活

散發出自信與美麗

你也就更清楚適合你的另一半應該是什麼類型

不會降低身段只為了有人陪伴

我說 我現在很快樂 我運動 我閱讀

我覺得 我現在一個人也很好

Cheryllala 2009-06-30

Best Wish To Irene

Hey Irene...

閉上眼10秒 深呼吸 吐氣

想著他 想著妳們

張開眼

這扇門 通往愛琴海

你們要一起牽著手 緩慢走

一起走 直到盡頭

祝福妳們 白頭偕老

Cheryllala 2009-06-17

p.s Photo from my friend -上班族

Therapy by India Arie

Therapy by India Arie

Lyrics:

OH Oooh oh ooOH OH, yeaah
yeah yeaah Yeaaah hey.
OH Oooh oh ooOH OH, yeaah yeah yeaah
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I
need your therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I
need you to come and lay
hands on me)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your
therapy-therapy-therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh. .. (heeey)
He lays me on the couch and says
"How has your day been?
Tell me your problems;
I'll help you solve them.
Come on let's talk about it"
He sits next to me and smiles.
Listens to all of my words,
Relaxes all of my nerves.

Like breathe in (breathe in)
Let it go (shout it out)
Take deeps breathes and
real slow, calm down.
Close my eyes (soft spoke)
Ease my mind (take control)
From my body please
Work your Psychology

You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy

You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the knees
I need your therapy

Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need you to come and lay hands on me)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your
-therapy-therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh. .. (hey)

He puts his hand on my lower back
Says something to make me laugh
Makes me forget I was mad
His touch feels so right
it's like he's reading my mind
I need him all the time

Like breathe in (breathe in)
Let it go (shout it out)
Take deeps breathes and
real slow, calm down.
Close my eyes (soft spoke?)
Ease my mind (take control)
From my body please (?)
Work your Psychology

You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy

You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the knees
I need your therapy

Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need you to come and lay hands on me)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy-therapy-therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh. ..
Yeaah yeaah

When it feels like I'm losing power
When I feels like a wilting flower
The way you touch me says I'm there for you
It heals me just to hear
you say "I Love You"

You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy

You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the knees
I need your therapy

You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy

You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the knees
I need your therapy

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh. ...